Man blir ju helt slut när man har intensiva dagar… När vi var hemma nu, liksom. Det är inte i närheten av hur stor stad som Stockholm är, men ändå är det en slags utmattning när man väl är “färdig” och är på väg hem igen. Man känner en längtan till skogen, att få komma ut. Jag må vara lite beroende av både min telefon och dator ibland, men efter intensiva dagar är det ingenting som är så skönt som att få “komma hem” till sin egna trygga vrå, där det inte alls är samma ljud, puls och saker som kan kännas bra väl på plats, men mest då. Sen är det liksom lite jobbigt, innan man hittar balansen igen. Heja dig!

Kram! <3

This trip is connected with a dream you describe in “Dreams that give perspective” of August 11, 2016. In my opinion this dream may have a very positive meaning. Huge apartment and TV screen represent your expanding understanding of reality. But you do not notice that, conclude that some evil force pulls you back to Gothenburg, panic and scream for Johan who represents Grundtjarn. It looks that during this trip you overcame this panic reaction. You wisely describe being grateful for all of your experiences that provide you with contrast and balance in life.

All of us come into this world with a built-in notion that there is some ultimate reality that unites all of our experiences. Even physicists seek unified field theory.
If it is ultimate then it can only be one otherwise it would be limited by some other reality. This means that this ultimate reality is us and we are it already, all the time.
It can not be otherwise. The question is why don’t we perceive things this way ? Everybody feels that he or she is a limited, vulnerable entity in a huge, wild world
that can squash him or her like a little bug at any moment.

One can see that since we are the ultimate reality already, the only way to remove this this limiting perception is through spiritual knowledge, understanding how
everything is put together and what is our place in it (jnana yoga). But before we are able to comprehend and assimilate this knowledge, we have to prepare our minds for it through practice of right action (karma yoga). Buddha discover it for himself in a long, hard way. He called a path of right action a “Middle Way”. Its essence is that one neither runs away from anything happening in one’s life, nor indulges in it. Its purpose is to stop perceiving reality through lens of our attachments and aversions and prepare our minds to start perceiving it as one unified field.

“Big city” and “Letting go” , seemingly unrelated on the surface, both describe the same process going on inside of you. Our dear Grundtjarn girl is growing fast.

Glad
Att bitar av drömmar
med unga “gamla” Jonna.
Blir till bitar av verklighet
med äldre “nya” Jonna.
Som är samma människa
“Bara” med mer erfarenhet
och mycket mer bagage.

Glad
Att du får fortsätta sätta pricken
över i:et
Prickar som ger dig möjlighet
att fortsätta balansera genom livet.
Prickar som ger mig möjlighet
att fortsätta lägga mitt pussel.

Kram
❤