Så när jag sitter här i din värld
vid din eld, det du brinner för.
Rör om med pekpinnen, lyssnar,
på orden i lågorna.
Känner värmen från bilderna.
Försöker skriva det jag aldrig sagt.

Så vet jag inte vad jag ska skriva.
Men jag kan säga. Glad om jag
kan få dina vinterstela läppar att le.
(utan att dom spricker)
Att även om du är en “usling”
på att svara, så är du inte usel ❤
För det här är ord vid din eld
Ett sätt att slipa mina tankar
till egna vinklar och vrår, till en……?

Och om jag ger dig
tillräckligt många ord
kanske min tystnad
inte stör din.

KRAM
❤

People are not able to put these “energy knives” in you any more because the essence of every exchange in this world is love. Spiritually love is much more than warm and fuzzy feeling in one’s stomach. It is a wilful attention directed towards an object. When you say that you love Nanook you mean
that you pay attention to him. Hatred is simply love being expressed through a human being conditioned by his/her negative experiences but the essence of love is unaffected – it is still wilful attention. Something in you recognizes this truth, drinks the nectar and discards the package. I have
a feeling that you incredibly intelligently extracted this knowledge from the exchange that took place between us. Wow, I am truly impressed. You are
the wisest Valkyrie anybody has ever heard of.

Yes, peace feels very good and we want to hang onto it as much as we can. This is the main reason we seek spiritual knowledge. Experience is an
exchange of energy and energy is by its nature fickle, it constantly fluctuates. When we have knowledge about its essence these changes can only
affect us to a very limited degree. It is like having a drone flying high above the hurricane informing us about its direction so we can always stay in the eye.

Beauty of this book is that describes the spiritual journey of a person just like us, gradually discovering spiritual truth. You will be able to see yourself
in his search. This book will explain every spiritual experience you have had including the seemingly scary ones. Just read a little bit at the time, page
or two per week and reflect on the message. Peace in you will grow. You will love it.

Ja, jag får kolla närmare på det där med tillstånd för att behöva skicka allt via Lantmäteriet krånglar till det hela.

Det är Chaga te/pulver som jag blandar i teet. Och musiken som jag använt i filmen kan du hitta i “description” under filmen på YouTube. Där finns alla sånger som jag använt 🙂

Kram på dig! ♥

But since a time back…I dont know when it changed…I now…dont feel that way from negative words. I now truly feel that their words are not saying anything about me. Just about them. I can forgive and send back love. And…omg that feels so good.
Just as you say, it brings peace.

A few days ago I was sitting in a meeting and one of the older men send out the most awful energy to me. He looked the other way as I talked, ignoring my questions…and just had this look in his eyes as if he hated me. And instead of getting unsecure, I smiled and imagined how I sent this white light of love to him. In a way it felt weird, but also…so peaceful and right. I felt free. Not captured in his low vibration.

And also, hate/negative words or people trying to put me down, is doing the opposite to me now. Whenever I feel someone or something trying to lower my energy, I instead feel stronger. Its like they are throwing shit on me but from that I get nutrition to keep growing haha.
I have no idea when or how this changed, but it is really new to me, and I am so thankful that I no longer feel like other people can put these “energy knifes” in me anymore.

(Btw, I recently started reading the “Mystic by default” again. I only read the beginning before because the english was so hard. I still miss alot of things because there is so complicated words but i now try to read it slow and give it a new try!)

Lots of love ♥